Tried And Fell Short

I've been working so hard just to do what makes me happy.
Then it doesn't make me happy at all.
It seems like I should give it up, make a new path for myself.
But all the work I've put in should not go to waste.

It's not that I'm ungrateful for all the help I've had.
It's that I'm ungrateful for the result that I put forth.
I'm not worth the time to better my preformance.
I'm worth the time to be told to find something better to preform.

I've been trying my best in this season past
And nothing to great has been shown.
And the moemories of this season will last.
And I hope that I will have grown.

Now I'm not giving up. I'll see this to the end.
Maybe next year I'll try something new.
I've had a good time and I thank you all.
I'm sad that we have to stop so unreasonably soon.